i loved him, he didnt know...

He loved when I would wear one of the two camo shirts I have and my blaze orange sports bra. He would tell me I looked beautiful, even when I know i didn’t. My car died in the school parking lot, he came back and jumped my car, in the pouring rain. And i gave him a huge hug and he kissed me. It was our first kiss. Romantic and cheesy. He went to a chick flick and liked it just because he went with me. He let me drive his car to Dairy Queen before we were aware we liked eachother. He never let me drive it again cause he thought I would crash it. He loved his LUMINA. He would always purr like a cat and say “Im the good ol’ sweve cat”. Came to visit me at work, said he had gotten movies for us to watch when i got home from work, pretending that we lived together. But we dont. Were in high school. He switched hours with me just so i could go to a party, and then he came after work. He found the problem with my car in an hour, when my dad couldnt, in like, 5 months. He would walk me to class, knowing he would be late, but didnt care at all. He called me on every break, after work, and any other time. He just wanted to be with me every moment he could. We never got the chance to go fishing, but i would spend the whole day fishing with him. I loved being in his presence.

I could tell he loved me, and I never got to tell him I loved him.